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“withered-da1sies:
“April 7, 2016 // 8:32 pm
If it weren’t for IG user WeyheyPrishwa I wouldn’t be sitting with my legs crossed on the floor while I’m charging my phone, thinking what on earth I should be writing for Weyhey but anyway, I...

    ciaabell:

    withered-da1sies:

    April 7, 2016 // 8:32 pm

    If it weren’t for IG user WeyheyPrishwa I wouldn’t be sitting with my legs crossed on the floor while I’m charging my phone, thinking what on earth I should be writing for Weyhey but anyway, I was really planning to do this even if she didn’t urge me to. But first, I want to start off with the two of you, I know you’re gonna read this sometime after I finish writing this and post it on Tumblr because you’re the only people who know about it (I guess?) Haha so here goes…

    To my dearest friends Janna and Pricia/Pricia and Janna,

    It’s been a while since I’ve written anything to someone. Sometimes I write for my self pleasure, you know, when I’m the happiest and most certainly when things aren’t going well but most of the time, I just write about everything. To me, writing is a very intimate thing that only happens between me and my emotions, that’s why it is quite nerve wracking for me to do this. But I still want you both to know how much this friendship we have means to me. And that is why I’m doing this.

    We may have only known each other for three years, but those three years of my school days with you brought me sheer happiness. You are both so comfortable to be with, to talk to, when I was in my most awkward state of being. You guys never fail to surprise me with your jokes, your mannerisms, and your antics. I never would have thought I would find such unique people in my life who never gave a shit about what anyone thinks of them. I want to say thanks because you were always there for me. Yes, thank you. So much.

    Pricia, it feels weird to be writing your name next to english words this is your fault lol joke. But I want you to know that you are my happy pill. You, acting dumb most of the time makes me laugh when I’m not supposed to. And when I’m sad, seeing your PRETTY face is enough, and everything starts to feel okay. Those stupid, lame & nonsense conversations that I’ve had with you were the best. You’re always very fun to talk to. You’re like this ray of sunshine when there was only rain that it forms a rainbow. You are the rainbow.
    Honestly, I’ve always looked up to you because you always seem to get along with everyone just fine. Like how you talk to someone for the first time, and suddenly you’re already close friends with them and I don’t really know how you do that. You really are unlike any other person that I know. You’re the type of person who just enjoys everything & is very passionate. You love deeply & get attached too easily & too much with everything and the people important to you that’s why you’re the one who gets wounded in the end when they leave or dismiss your existence. But I just want you to know that I will always be here for you. When you need a nice chat about what you want in life and the things you hate & a good laugh with the stupidest things & of course, a shoulder to sneeze on/cry on when everything gets too much because you’re a special snowflake, with a nice nose. And is really important to me.

    I really like how we both have our similarities and differences but that doesn’t seem to ruin our friendship. Like how we both like this and gets along well because of it. But we also argue about the littlest things that don’t make sense sometimes. And that, I think is what’s the most important. We may have our differences, but we can’t just bear to hate each other. Please don’t ever change.

    P.S. don’t get back with Denz because I really hate seeing a friend cry over a fucking lame-ass guy who has so many excuses about everything. You deserve a better person. Because you are someone worth loving and I love you! :)

    (My eyes are starting to get watery, nooo)

    Janna, you were always the one who was pushing me to do things. You were always pushing me to do this & do the stupidest things that will make you crack up & god you have a very loud audible laugh. But that laugh is the one that sends everyone into their own bubble of laughters too. It’s like a chain that starts with you that never ends. You give me courage and enlighten me when I have no faith in myself and that somehow keeps me going.

    I also admire you. For being true to yourself. For not being afraid to be honest with your own feelings. You confide your happiness and even your sadness to those who matter to you. And whenever you feel empty & lost sometimes, I feel so helpless because I can’t do anything to make you feel better. And it sucks not to do anything when your friend is at her worst state.

    You are always so easy to read. You wear your heart on your sleeve and you aren’t afraid to face your own feelings. I wish I could make you laugh to forget all the bad shit. Finding your own meaning of happiness will also make me happy. Someday. We will find it. Together.

    You are also very special. Without you, things wouldn’t ever be the same. Without you, it feels like something’s always missing. And I appreciate the things you do  so much. Telling me stories I’ve never heard of. Even if it doesn’t make sense, I will never get tired of listening. Making fun of other people’s stupidity & petty mistakes. I appreciate all the little things so much. And I hope you do too. I know you do because you never want to make anyone feel like they aren’t appreciated. And that’s the trait that I really love about you. You just want everyone to feel like they belong.

    Please don’t ever change too.

    P.S. I want you to stop thinking about ya kno who because it just gives you stress & i dont want you to be stressed out over him because he’s just a pain in the ass. And also, I love you! :)

    I know for the mean time, we have to part ways. Well, I’m going to have to be apart from the both of you for now. And that really sucks for me. Thinking that you’re having fun together without me. Sometimes I think you’ll forget me that easily because you’re going to have to make new friends and I’ll be making my own. I’m really scared that we’re going to outgrow each other and just act like nothing really ever happened. Like we weren’t even friends in the first place. I know it’s way too over the top to think like this but I’m just really frightened. And I really don’t want that to happen. I’m just kind of jealous & sad that I’m going to be on my own while you’re both computing maths. I just want to keep on making new memories with you guys. AND YOU KNOW THAT ㅠㅠ

    But I guess this is our fate & I’m just going to have to accept it. You guysssss what the fuck I love you both so much you’re my new found best friends to be honest and I hope I’m the same with you too. I love you both too much that IM cryINg rIghT now while writing this haha joke…. anyways so yeah how do i end this shit anyway i dont even know anymore…

    Sigh i just really love i guyz ok im so attached with the both of you it’s not even funny ok bye it’s already too dramatic just watch this gif of us
    /end/

    [puta kayu nagenglish talaga aqu0h tulo regla q mga b3h love u both. dont leak this kadramahan. ok. ily. ♡♡♡ WALA NANG LIBRE LIBRE PRIC!]

    FVCK 😭

    #repost bccccccc y not

    (via ciaabell-blog)

    Dec 30 2016
  • Summer vac totally ends!

    Heyyyyy there its been so loonnnngggggggg tumblrrrrr omggggggggggggggg putangina start na ng regular class sa Monday and fml. Hello stress again. New faces bc shuffle ang section namin (im g11 abm ang strand) and irdk kung makakahalubilo ko ba sila ng matino bc theyre not the average student na na-encountered ko in my highschool life. They are sabog and bitchy pa yung iba. Okay goodluck to me! First semester!! Bringgg it on

    Jun 10 2016
  • punkfob:

    We Don’t Believe What’s On Tv // Twenty One Pilots

    (via lostdame-deactivated20170714)

    Jun 10 2016
  • I’m the person who’s 100% down for spontaneous adventures but also 100% down to lay in bed all day.. i’m on both ends of the spectrum

    - (via bled)

    (via rosecean)

    Apr 13 2016
  • I remember shit

    I remember shit

    (via modernelf-deactivated20190514)

    Apr 07 2016
  • Tangina sana sing galing ako ni aj mag english diba hahahahahahahaha hayyyyy luv u aj and janz

    Apr 07 2016
  • withered-da1sies:
“April 7, 2016 // 8:32 pm
If it weren’t for IG user WeyheyPrishwa I wouldn’t be sitting with my legs crossed on the floor while I’m charging my phone, thinking what on earth I should be writing for Weyhey but anyway, I was really...

    withered-da1sies:

    April 7, 2016 // 8:32 pm

    If it weren’t for IG user WeyheyPrishwa I wouldn’t be sitting with my legs crossed on the floor while I’m charging my phone, thinking what on earth I should be writing for Weyhey but anyway, I was really planning to do this even if she didn’t urge me to. But first, I want to start off with the two of you, I know you’re gonna read this sometime after I finish writing this and post it on Tumblr because you’re the only people who know about it (I guess?) Haha so here goes…

    To my dearest friends Janna and Pricia/Pricia and Janna,

    It’s been a while since I’ve written anything to someone. Sometimes I write for my self pleasure, you know, when I’m the happiest and most certainly when things aren’t going well but most of the time, I just write about everything. To me, writing is a very intimate thing that only happens between me and my emotions, that’s why it is quite nerve wracking for me to do this. But I still want you both to know how much this friendship we have means to me. And that is why I’m doing this.

    We may have only known each other for three years, but those three years of my school days with you brought me sheer happiness. You are both so comfortable to be with, to talk to, when I was in my most awkward state of being. You guys never fail to surprise me with your jokes, your mannerisms, and your antics. I never would have thought I would find such unique people in my life who never gave a shit about what anyone thinks of them. I want to say thanks because you were always there for me. Yes, thank you. So much.

    Pricia, it feels weird to be writing your name next to english words this is your fault lol joke. But I want you to know that you are my happy pill. You, acting dumb most of the time makes me laugh when I’m not supposed to. And when I’m sad, seeing your PRETTY face is enough, and everything starts to feel okay. Those stupid, lame & nonsense conversations that I’ve had with you were the best. You’re always very fun to talk to. You’re like this ray of sunshine when there was only rain that it forms a rainbow. You are the rainbow.
    Honestly, I’ve always looked up to you because you always seem to get along with everyone just fine. Like how you talk to someone for the first time, and suddenly you’re already close friends with them and I don’t really know how you do that. You really are unlike any other person that I know. You’re the type of person who just enjoys everything & is very passionate. You love deeply & get attached too easily & too much with everything and the people important to you that’s why you’re the one who gets wounded in the end when they leave or dismiss your existence. But I just want you to know that I will always be here for you. When you need a nice chat about what you want in life and the things you hate & a good laugh with the stupidest things & of course, a shoulder to sneeze on/cry on when everything gets too much because you’re a special snowflake, with a nice nose. And is really important to me.

    I really like how we both have our similarities and differences but that doesn’t seem to ruin our friendship. Like how we both like this and gets along well because of it. But we also argue about the littlest things that don’t make sense sometimes. And that, I think is what’s the most important. We may have our differences, but we can’t just bear to hate each other. Please don’t ever change.

    P.S. don’t get back with Denz because I really hate seeing a friend cry over a fucking lame-ass guy who has so many excuses about everything. You deserve a better person. Because you are someone worth loving and I love you! :)

    (My eyes are starting to get watery, nooo)

    Janna, you were always the one who was pushing me to do things. You were always pushing me to do this & do the stupidest things that will make you crack up & god you have a very loud audible laugh. But that laugh is the one that sends everyone into their own bubble of laughters too. It’s like a chain that starts with you that never ends. You give me courage and enlighten me when I have no faith in myself and that somehow keeps me going.

    I also admire you. For being true to yourself. For not being afraid to be honest with your own feelings. You confide your happiness and even your sadness to those who matter to you. And whenever you feel empty & lost sometimes, I feel so helpless because I can’t do anything to make you feel better. And it sucks not to do anything when your friend is at her worst state.

    You are always so easy to read. You wear your heart on your sleeve and you aren’t afraid to face your own feelings. I wish I could make you laugh to forget all the bad shit. Finding your own meaning of happiness will also make me happy. Someday. We will find it. Together.

    You are also very special. Without you, things wouldn’t ever be the same. Without you, it feels like something’s always missing. And I appreciate the things you do  so much. Telling me stories I’ve never heard of. Even if it doesn’t make sense, I will never get tired of listening. Making fun of other people’s stupidity & petty mistakes. I appreciate all the little things so much. And I hope you do too. I know you do because you never want to make anyone feel like they aren’t appreciated. And that’s the trait that I really love about you. You just want everyone to feel like they belong.

    Please don’t ever change too.

    P.S. I want you to stop thinking about ya kno who because it just gives you stress & i dont want you to be stressed out over him because he’s just a pain in the ass. And also, I love you! :)

    I know for the mean time, we have to part ways. Well, I’m going to have to be apart from the both of you for now. And that really sucks for me. Thinking that you’re having fun together without me. Sometimes I think you’ll forget me that easily because you’re going to have to make new friends and I’ll be making my own. I’m really scared that we’re going to outgrow each other and just act like nothing really ever happened. Like we weren’t even friends in the first place. I know it’s way too over the top to think like this but I’m just really frightened. And I really don’t want that to happen. I’m just kind of jealous & sad that I’m going to be on my own while you’re both computing maths. I just want to keep on making new memories with you guys. AND YOU KNOW THAT ㅠㅠ

    But I guess this is our fate & I’m just going to have to accept it. You guysssss what the fuck I love you both so much you’re my new found best friends to be honest and I hope I’m the same with you too. I love you both too much that IM cryINg rIghT now while writing this haha joke…. anyways so yeah how do i end this shit anyway i dont even know anymore…

    Sigh i just really love i guyz ok im so attached with the both of you it’s not even funny ok bye it’s already too dramatic just watch this gif of us
    /end/

    [puta kayu nagenglish talaga aqu0h tulo regla q mga b3h love u both. dont leak this kadramahan. ok. ily. ♡♡♡ WALA NANG LIBRE LIBRE PRIC!]

    FVCK 😭

    Apr 07 2016
  • There’s some shit i dont tell to anyone even w the ppl im comfortable with. Kaya ko sya ginawa :) lol

    There’s some shit i dont tell to anyone even w the ppl im comfortable with. Kaya ko sya ginawa :) lol

    Apr 04 2016
  • fuck you

    fuck you

    Apr 04 2016
  • You’re so conceited I said “I love you”. What does it matter if i lie to you?
03 25 16

    You’re so conceited I said “I love you”. What does it matter if i lie to you?

    03 25 16

    #the1975andchill
    Mar 24 2016
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